Friday, March 18, 2011

Unnerving...

Nerves....


Tomorrow is a big huge day for us.

By the time you read this we will be on the road for Brandon's biopsy.

Biopsy....

Is that a word you should have to talk about at our age?

To be completely honest I am more scared than I think I have ever been.  Brandon is my husband.  My best friend.  An amazing father.  A fighter.

Fighter...

We have become accustomed to fighting lately.  We are fighting for family's health.  We are fighting for medical decisions.  We are always fighting insurance.  This is a new fight.  This fight is a scary fight with the outcome being completely and 100% out of my control.

Walking into the office tomorrow will surely change us forever.  Regardless of the results we will overcome!  Even as I type those words with shaking hands I am terrified.  Facing this kind of reality is unnerving. 

Please lift up a small prayer for my sweet, amazing husband and I tomorrow. 

2 comments:

  1. Thinking of you and will say a few prayers!

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